My Mania and Addiction

I wasn’t always this way. I started out having a drink or two at parties surrounded by friends. Fun times by a bonfire. Never something I would think about doing alone. A few years ago everything changed.

My husband and I had recently gotten married. We had our 3rd child and were excited about our future. Things changed in the blink of an eye. Our marriage hit a hard rock. I didn’t know if we would pull out of it. My mother was her usual narcissistic self, which made everything a million times worse. My brother moved in which meant we needed a bigger place. My grandmother’s health…